I wish i wasn't so bitter all of the time. I also wish I didn't resent so many people. But I do and there's no way around it. Too many people in my past have been nothing but shitty to me. They'll get what they deserve. I have a handful of best friends / friends and i wouldn't have it any other way.

I'm not sure i'm ready to talk to you yet, but maybe soon. I don't know.

Tonight is one of those nights. I just feel like pure shit. Sick of things. Sick of history re-peating itself. I need something new, something solid.

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