I was wrong. This isn't the first time i've been wrong but it's a big one. I didn't see this coming and I didn't think my feelings were going to change so fast. I'm meant to be single and i've come to accept that for now. I'm done dating for a while. I just need to concentrate on myself and what I want.

I'm currently sitting in the dark, in kyle's living room. Kristen finally got curtains, so it's pitch black. I'm so excited to sleep tonight. Like, this is going to be the best sleep i've had in a long long time. I can go to bed late, sleep in, no sun in my eyes, no worries.

I'll be okay.