i really thought we could be friends because yeah, i missed talking to you and all that junk. well fuck that. i lurk tumblr, it's what i do. if i see something relogged, i'll go lurk that persons pictures, etc. not in a creepy way, tumblr is there for a reason. the point is, somehow, someway i stumbled upon your ex girlfriends tumblr. i mean it's not hard when she posts pictures of you two, to figure out it's hers. but seriously, i'm so happy that you've decided to invest your time in telling her about me and why we broke up. i didn't break up with you because you're fucking atheist. i have tons of friends who are atheist. they respect my views and i respect theirs. i broke up with you because you're ignorant as fuck. you couldn't even walk into my GRANDMAS house without making fucking comments. you're all about satan and shit. hey guess what, when you get your upside down cross tattooed on you, have fun with it because its actually a religious symbol as well. and i was right from the beginning, you weren't ever going to "give up" your ex girlfriend for me. you can get fucked. we're not being friends and you're not talking to me ever again. fuck that.

and you, thank you for actually bothering. a lot of the time it seems like i'm a chore to you and that you just rather not talk to me at all. but thank you for making the effort to let me know that wasn't the case. i appreciate it, even if you thought it was pointless.

I'm so so badly burnt right now. I went to the beach with Sarah, Clarissa, Matt and Jamie. I ended up falling asleep in the sun, woops. So now i have a bad burn.

This past week was a really good one. 3 different shows, slept at my wifes house from monday to friday and just had an over all amazing time. I really like getting out of ingersoll from time to time.

also, i knew when you said you didn't miss her and wouldn't talk to her anymore/go back to her, you would. I mean, i know you're not dating her again but i know you guys probably still talk. i lurk, whatever. yeah, this is me admitting that a part of me still cares and misses you. will i admit it to you? doubtful.

life is pretty good for the most part. ups and downs lately. today was a bad day, minus the beach and friends. its better now.

raaaaamble ramble ramble.