i look like such a scum bag right now. my hair is such a mess and i probably look so tired. i had a nice past 2 days!

i got into toronto at 10 and met up with lee around 1040. we ventured to the eatons center and eventually to f21. i bought two dresses and a neckles from there, soo cute. eventually we made it to the show later on in the day and hung out with people i hadn't seen for a long time. it was a real good night last night.

i really want to believe you're being sincere this time. technically you've never really lied to me but you've been somewhat sneaky about things, so it's given me enough reason to question things you say to me. i'm aware you've always liked me and that's never been the issue. it's just the way you've always gone about it and the things you've said. by all means, i'm past all of that and am looking forward to you keeping your word. but if you don't, then i know what kind of guy you are and i'll know not to waste my time.

i hope i get to see my wife tomorrow.